Hey guys I'm sorry I haven't been around much since New Years; a lot has happened. I won't get into the whole story, but my boyfriend has apparently suffered a psychotic breakdown. He had to be physically restrained to be transported to our local mental hospital. He'd been acting strange and manic for days and it finally came to a head. I largely blame myself in all of this. I'm really, really terrified that he won't recover, and my old Mars who I fell in love with years ago may never come back. Worse still, there's literally nothing I can do for him right now. I've mostly been sitting around sobbing helplessly, and I haven't had the energy to log in and talk to anyone. To top it off, I've become very sick with nausea, dizziness, and strange abdominal pain, so I got sent home from work ( a day before one of our only tour dates, a very stressful time as it is.)

So, there it is. I'm going to try and draw some to distract myself when I can, but if I'm less responsive than usual, please forgive me - it's realy tough right now. Thank you all for being patient with me.