Refunds
12 years ago
As time has passed, life has become increasingly harder for me.
My relationship with my fiancee of 12 years came to a close, and I am left alone to pay for expenses that would suit me better if I were still part of a couple. All self-pitying aside, these are the brutal trials and tribulations of reality. I always thought I could catch up. I always thought I would get better. I always thought I could rise above.
It appears I cannot.
I owe student loans, hospital bills, rent has gone UP, and soon I will be forced to pay for health care. The weight is too much, and I have worn the patience of my overly generous customers into the ground, possibly wounding them permanently...
I am tired of making promises, to myself and others, that are never fulfilled. Every time I say I will get to it, I am never able. The very LEAST I can do is UNDO what I have done.
I am going to try to refund everyone.
This is how I am going to do it...
For those that have seen sketches of your work... You can choose to wait and see it through to the end, or have me refund you.
For those that have NOT seen sketches... You can choose to have me refund you, OR you can come into my vore streams and get sketches EQUAL to the amount of money you paid.
For those that choose REFUND... I will make a list in my journal. As time goes on, I will gradually refund each and every person through paypal until every last cent has been paid off. It will take a while, but it will be faster than if I were to try to draw everything.
This is a huge failure on my behalf, but sometimes it is better to accept your defeat and shame to make things right.
Leave messages here, or discuss things over notes... There is no image left to ruin here.
My relationship with my fiancee of 12 years came to a close, and I am left alone to pay for expenses that would suit me better if I were still part of a couple. All self-pitying aside, these are the brutal trials and tribulations of reality. I always thought I could catch up. I always thought I would get better. I always thought I could rise above.
It appears I cannot.
I owe student loans, hospital bills, rent has gone UP, and soon I will be forced to pay for health care. The weight is too much, and I have worn the patience of my overly generous customers into the ground, possibly wounding them permanently...
I am tired of making promises, to myself and others, that are never fulfilled. Every time I say I will get to it, I am never able. The very LEAST I can do is UNDO what I have done.
I am going to try to refund everyone.
This is how I am going to do it...
For those that have seen sketches of your work... You can choose to wait and see it through to the end, or have me refund you.
For those that have NOT seen sketches... You can choose to have me refund you, OR you can come into my vore streams and get sketches EQUAL to the amount of money you paid.
For those that choose REFUND... I will make a list in my journal. As time goes on, I will gradually refund each and every person through paypal until every last cent has been paid off. It will take a while, but it will be faster than if I were to try to draw everything.
This is a huge failure on my behalf, but sometimes it is better to accept your defeat and shame to make things right.
Leave messages here, or discuss things over notes... There is no image left to ruin here.
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It's actually pretty damn brave to come out with it...and all this time I was wondering what happened.
Hope you begin to feel better after all this is done man.
Admitting that you cannot handle things as they are and going through the effort of trying to make people happy just shows you have a big heart; that is never a bad thing.
We are the one's who decide if we let life keep us down or if we tell it to piss off and keep pushing forward. >.< It's not easy and I know I've let it kick me around for over a year now but I'm sick of letting this happen. >.>
I could tell you how sorry I am to hear of your problems and that I wish you the best but I feel that it wouldn't honestly help. I've been through two fiance's myself and recently lost a mate of three years but I've never went a whole 12 years so I have no idea how hard that feels.
There is no shame in admitting that life is kicking your ass and you need to to take a break before the next round. ^.=.^ People will work with you and your problems and things will be fine this I can assure you.
Just take the time you need, lick your wounds and build yourself back up. Don't let this crush you; never give up on living.
Haha lots of rambling at 6am >.< Sorry if any of this came off as harsh or anything.
*offers you a hand back up* Just felt like I should say something >.< I hope it helped.
It even gives you a bit more money for the commission.
Ive seen my sketch and would prefer to wait. Even if you could just scan it as is, I would be happy with that!
Best of luck.
I hope your life starts working out better for you, and when at rock bottom, is no better time to start looking up :3
Hang in there! I hope you customers are understanding, and yeah, respect points for coming out and making an effort here :D
I have waited for more than a few years and I can quite a little longer.
I Hope things turn around for you and you can get back on your feet.
I've waited nearly two years for a bust sketch, so i can wait a little longer if you are willing.
All the best to you.
Just remember; it is always darkest just before the sunrise, things -will- get better for you, and you -will- come out of this a new, better and stronger you.
I hope things start to work out!
Good on you for going public with this. Good luck with everything, man
I can understand the trouble when it comes to women and how it can effect someones work, especially when it come to art. And I know as an artist money and such can be tight so I would just like to see it done.
can feel with you
That said, I still wanna see the art if possibly, so hopefully I'll be able to catch you in a stream some night. I don't know if you'll do comics in the stream like I wanted though, but I can certainly be patient if nothing else. Just take care, man. You're a boss.
Really sorry to hear about the predicaments that have cropped up. I know when we started our project a few years back you had some harsh times =(
I'd be down for the stream option if that's doable, we can scrap the original idea and maybe just do that? You let me know what you'd prefer =3
Also,wish I could have made FWA, miss seeing g you and the gang! Take care of yourself bud!
Didn't want to intrude on the alt account for such things, and that one usually is pre-filled with comic or other stuff.
i mean, its not like we're asking for art to be drawn, we're asking for art thats already been drawn, that we've paid for, that others have already received...