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Something I need to say...
11 years ago
Ok, here's something I have to say because that's starting to eat me from inside deeper and deeper...
I'm no alone because I choose technology, I choose technology because I'm fucking alone. I was texting to a friend about a commission and had my code on my other device, so I switched on 2 devices, and once again "oh what a geek no way you should attach these things to your hands" (said a person with an Iphone 5S who cost like 2 times both of my devices who kept on receiving messages from his girlfriend again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again ALL the fucking day along and still stating *that cost me nothing !* yeah fuck that shit you are paying 55€/months and that's *nothing* sorry I'm not reach enough for that shit).
NO I didn't choose to live alone and YES I was strongly against having a cell phone to start with because I didn't like that stuff and it was expensive, I only had a cellphone because I enter the fucking French Air Force and I enter the fucking French Air Force ONLY because while I was studying, I was working for a guy who never ever paid me SO I failed ! understood ? Now I quit and the only think I ever regret is not quiting WAY before because that shit wasn't really made for me and the only thing I learn is that you can really put A LOT of ASSHOLES in the same room !!!
But I digress here, it's an alarm signal here I very deeply down currently and I try my best to be kind with persons, but all I see is envy or that "ohyougeek" attitude. What's wrong ? what am my doing wrong seriously ? What do I need more, and why do I need to justify again and again my attitude, I'm the one who's hurt, I'm the one people keep asking me for money and just wait for the littlest mistake to say *I was wrong all the time* And *You did pay for my friendship* !?
You know what I'm so done with that shit I dunno what I can do now, and I mean REALLY
I'm no alone because I choose technology, I choose technology because I'm fucking alone. I was texting to a friend about a commission and had my code on my other device, so I switched on 2 devices, and once again "oh what a geek no way you should attach these things to your hands" (said a person with an Iphone 5S who cost like 2 times both of my devices who kept on receiving messages from his girlfriend again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again ALL the fucking day along and still stating *that cost me nothing !* yeah fuck that shit you are paying 55€/months and that's *nothing* sorry I'm not reach enough for that shit).
NO I didn't choose to live alone and YES I was strongly against having a cell phone to start with because I didn't like that stuff and it was expensive, I only had a cellphone because I enter the fucking French Air Force and I enter the fucking French Air Force ONLY because while I was studying, I was working for a guy who never ever paid me SO I failed ! understood ? Now I quit and the only think I ever regret is not quiting WAY before because that shit wasn't really made for me and the only thing I learn is that you can really put A LOT of ASSHOLES in the same room !!!
But I digress here, it's an alarm signal here I very deeply down currently and I try my best to be kind with persons, but all I see is envy or that "ohyougeek" attitude. What's wrong ? what am my doing wrong seriously ? What do I need more, and why do I need to justify again and again my attitude, I'm the one who's hurt, I'm the one people keep asking me for money and just wait for the littlest mistake to say *I was wrong all the time* And *You did pay for my friendship* !?
You know what I'm so done with that shit I dunno what I can do now, and I mean REALLY
That's really... wow
Also, making new ones shouldn't be so hard for ya. Look, people are trying to cheer you up and right behind ya. Sincerely, sorry about all the crap you had to go through.
Well if you got troubles, you've always got FA or DA peeps to cheer you up