Flooded tears on my window pane
solid steel heart
nothing feels the same
holding out my arms
and spinning round
feeling a thunderous crash
as I hit the ground
my soul is spiked
with absinthe dreams
the scary kind
that most never see
I long for peace
and quiet
and solitude
where I can quietly scream
and my inner-self can exude
the things I have been hiding,
the truth I have been confiding
in you,

you laugh at my pain
you don't see me
you hide when I come
you don't see me
you call me names
and think i don't hear
you break my heart
and think I will cheer

My heart is now stone
i am hollow inside
how many more years
must I face these wretched lies
you torement my soul
til there isnt but a drop
you use my body
like a movie scene prop
stop the madness
leave me alone
one day you'll come
and I'll be gone
a vegetable
nothing more
so when you leave
think of me no more...


YES i am alive. Just life got me running around in circiles trying to get things done. Work completted Ect. Its been a really low point in life really. I don't honestly want to go into details.

NO offince to anyone still watching me. Or will even look at this. I come here and there is ALOT of good works from my fav artist.(you know who you are) And im so sorry i haven't been around to enjoy them. Just know i will look over them slowly may not comment or fav but know i look over them. Things are finaly winding down and seeming to look up for once in this hellhole we call a world


Anyway i can't wait to hear from you all and catch up with you all. Drop me a Note anytime. I get to them ASAP. OH for those i said i get stories done...Well i got one near done no two. The rest i haven't even worked on IM SO SORRY.

I will try and get to them but dosn't expect it anytime soon(as if you did recently lol)