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*sigh* Where do I fit in? ★
12 years ago
WISDOM IS LEARNED & CANNOT BE TAIGHT! Just a Goat before they were even an option, or a popular species option. In fact I got heat from some PopuFurs and other whoever the fuck they series say shit like, "What the fuck? A Goat? That means NOTHING TO US!" OR "You sir are of no significance, and no importance to fandom!" All I did was catch flak from other people and apparently (back then), it didn't have a place in the Furry Fandom Lexicon. Now I see goats overwhelming the scene, which is cool to me, but I was down with the Goat Rhythms, from the jump! Even started a business and then some. Now I feel like an outcast in this worldwide phenomenon and even though I Staffed a Con, just feel I should skulk about the shadows. Nobody seems to really care for me and it's okay, but I know itself is and was due to some generic and/or arbitrary bullshit that spread like a wildfire, because someone started a rumor(s), about me. Even a so-called friend didn't invite me to join him at a Con and yet claims we are great friends. All I ever wanted was to be happy, being at a Con, or fursuiting at any event I could imagine. Raves, local events and even done it solo, when ditched by my "so-called," friend.
I won't name names. This Journal Post isn't about that. I mean seriously … is it too much to ask for a couple Goat Fully Suits, and tons of artwork? I have a few projects that I need help with. I want some new avatars; both static and animated. Have a Furry Fandom Android ROM for instance on my projects list, that requires a talented artists to make me icons and a sweet boot animation (my art skills are novice at best, if not horrendous ~lol), and wanted to make a new Tarot Card Deck, which is going to be 80+ images... [THOTH REDO - 3 Magus Cards, for Novice up to Master), and the artistic talent who did me a fantastic job, is now homeless and I worry about them something fierce.
*sigh* Why am I so alone, when I should have friends here? Isn't it about Unity? Are we not supposed to be a Fraternal Order of Freaky Tweaky Eccentric Peeps? I get no love, and see no unity. What did I do, besides be spin out sarcastic, when confronted with hate. Groped at my first Con and almost destroyed a human being, but to not ruin it for others? I kept my cool and in return? A barrage of hatred was sent my way. *heart breaks*
I still got love for you all (most of you), and wish you all the best. We do not have to get along, or all be friends here/IRL, but GOD DAMN IT! RESPECT ME AS I WISH TO ONLY TREAT YOU AS I CARE TO BE TREATED... *sigh* idk just wanna lil love. Maybe find me a chick to make me feel special. I have so many doubts and life keeps on becoming more complicated, for me. What do I do besides not giving a fuck what everyone else thinks?
~Scootch aka "Der Ziege Meister" aka 9° Grand Master of Sublime Imperfections aka Knight of Darkness. 3° NON OF YOUR DAMN BEESWAX! = MASTER... N.J.~
I won't name names. This Journal Post isn't about that. I mean seriously … is it too much to ask for a couple Goat Fully Suits, and tons of artwork? I have a few projects that I need help with. I want some new avatars; both static and animated. Have a Furry Fandom Android ROM for instance on my projects list, that requires a talented artists to make me icons and a sweet boot animation (my art skills are novice at best, if not horrendous ~lol), and wanted to make a new Tarot Card Deck, which is going to be 80+ images... [THOTH REDO - 3 Magus Cards, for Novice up to Master), and the artistic talent who did me a fantastic job, is now homeless and I worry about them something fierce.
*sigh* Why am I so alone, when I should have friends here? Isn't it about Unity? Are we not supposed to be a Fraternal Order of Freaky Tweaky Eccentric Peeps? I get no love, and see no unity. What did I do, besides be spin out sarcastic, when confronted with hate. Groped at my first Con and almost destroyed a human being, but to not ruin it for others? I kept my cool and in return? A barrage of hatred was sent my way. *heart breaks*
I still got love for you all (most of you), and wish you all the best. We do not have to get along, or all be friends here/IRL, but GOD DAMN IT! RESPECT ME AS I WISH TO ONLY TREAT YOU AS I CARE TO BE TREATED... *sigh* idk just wanna lil love. Maybe find me a chick to make me feel special. I have so many doubts and life keeps on becoming more complicated, for me. What do I do besides not giving a fuck what everyone else thinks?
~Scootch aka "Der Ziege Meister" aka 9° Grand Master of Sublime Imperfections aka Knight of Darkness. 3° NON OF YOUR DAMN BEESWAX! = MASTER... N.J.~
