It's okay <3 I'm sure it won't be too bad and it will pass by like a blink of an eye ,it was much like that when i was in psychiatric ward for a week ,no internet or anything too .What is it they will be doing ? will they be running tests and trying to get your medication on a level that will make you able to live day to day life :< I do hope they will help you ,never lose hope in it being able to deal with , i know it's a horrible disease you have and you have it pretty bad but i really do hope that one day it won't annoy you so much and stop you from doing what you want <3 take care Ron ,tell me all about it when you come back and try not to panic to much about it <3 take your sketchbook with you if you can .

no they do nothing actually, its just a place u spent all the time with some other people , as much i know there are 3 illnesses they got there, people with bowel , heart and ..i forgot the last issue. there are a few doctors for certain subjects and some psychologists. and you do some activities with the people there idk go swimming... make gymnastic? play something? i can´t even take part in that as bad as my condition mostly is

It's worth a try though don't ever say you can't do such and such and fight it off , i think with illnesses we become rather comfortable with our not doing such and such that it actually makes the illness worse and perhaps we are even scared to try certain things because it causes certain things ,say any running activity would hurt my joints to the point i couldn't walk the next day but I found that was because i wasn't used to running , i avoided it because in the past it caused me great pain but now that i've been doing very short running sessions and gradually building it up i'm getting less painful ,my body is slowly becomming stronger (:

it's the same with my digestive issues , i couldn't eat more than one small meal a day because i'd get very ill but i've been trying to add a little bit extra each week and it seems to be working , i can now eat a small breakfast something i've never been able to do .

I no longer suffer from depression because i feel a lot better in myself being more active

but yeah don't ever give up on it and just do what you can ,even if it's a tiny little amount of activity ,you will be in a place with doctors around you so even if something does happen they will help you .I know what a pain crohn's is but don't ever lose hope (: say you can do this ! ,saying you can't you've already lost :< that ain't good way to think and leads to even more depressive routines.

I'll be rootin for you and cheering you on from afar :) you caaaaan do annythiiing okay ? -hug-

i know i wanna do so many things just with stunning pain i dont make it to move around at all, i don´t have it a lot currently so i can go outside from time to time but sadly the med takes bad side effects, makes me very tired,dizzy and weak and gives a lot of headache, the illness itself got a littl ebetter..at least the very moment, it is very changable one week can be just all different from another , i hope the med will still help me on normal dose somewhen. I just can´t really do activities like that how much i would like to go drive my board again. When i feel alright sometimes i can go but i must always fear i don´t make it untill toilet, it happened so much already and i´m only like 6 meters distance of it. even that didn´t happen lately . still diarrhea and pain but the extreme pain that holds up for hours long got more rare. its very had with fissures, they can never really heal up and keep digging under the skin as well, when something gets inflamed or bleeds againt he pains can rise to a barely takable level. i knwo that from my grandma though, my mom always said at bad times , she just sat around and you wouldn´t even speak to her. now i just know exactly how this must have been. its nice going to health resort , might just get some questions answered, but i get terribly homesick very fast and its so sad there is no internet, i can´t even talk to my friends, and it´s also too far for regular visit. i actually just wished my stay was much shorter