This one knows the feeling, or lack of feeling many times. It's like you want to be working, but when you start, you want to be back home or doing something you enjoy. And when you're enjoying what you do, you wish you were working or doing something productive at your expense, etc. It's like you're not going backwards or forwards, just a circle of nowhereness. Here's to you breaking out of it and feeling more positive. *kind hug*

gradually getting ill isn't helping, but on the brighter side it does tell me when I get physicly better I will feel better too