For all my watchers, and those i watch. I`m sorry I havn`t done much on commenting, or replying to post, journels, and such. with people today, and their getting hurt/offended so easily. I just don`t know what to day to anyone anymore. As of lately, I havn`t been in the best of moods due to work, and such, so whenever I type/speak I tend to ramble, and say things I don`t think at the moment are bad, but end up getting backlashed because I hurt someone`s feelings. So, this is why I don`t do a lot of commenting, or even logging into skype. Sure I got privacy now. lots of it! that`s not the problem. my problem is, my own emotional state, and security. Here`s what`s wronge...

My employer`s laying off 30% of the work force, and moving ALL upper US plants down south or over seas to avoid the high tax rates, and state regulations recently set in place. Therefore, I`m a nervous wreck wondering if i`ll be able to make rent, and pay to keep my place warm this winter. Even if I cancel my games subs, internet, Netflix, and downgrade my phone, unemployment will not be enough to pay rent, electric, my car insurance, hospital bill, car payment, or food. So yeah I`m freaking out a bit.

So if I don`t say much to anyone, it`s because all I can do is vent out my fears at this time. trying to be supportive of others just isnt going to be going very well right now.