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Struggling (pt.2)
12 years ago
I realize that I forget to come back and tell all the people following me and the one's that leave me comments that I really appreciate it all. I love you guys and hearing your words of encouragement, compliments, and everything. Not one word goes unread. Still working on the whole... art problem.
I think there are just so many different reasons that I'm stressed out, not just the art. I sleep fine but sitting down and trying to draw puts me in a mood again. I've also got my own emotional issues that I haven't resolved, or don't know how to resolve. I've even considered just getting away from the internet all together for a little while, because I find myself always feeling bad, because sometimes little things get to me and just put me in bad moods for the rest of the night. It's really shitty, and I just hate it. I hate feeling this way.
This doesn't mean I'm putting a hiatus on commissions, I'm still slowly working on those. School and work just end up absorbing all my time. I sometimes just want a night where I just lay down, listen to some calming music and curl up in a blanket and not talk to anyone. But then I realize I should be getting things done instead. It's just really crappy not having all the time in the world. It's really crappy having emotions sometimes, too.
I think there are just so many different reasons that I'm stressed out, not just the art. I sleep fine but sitting down and trying to draw puts me in a mood again. I've also got my own emotional issues that I haven't resolved, or don't know how to resolve. I've even considered just getting away from the internet all together for a little while, because I find myself always feeling bad, because sometimes little things get to me and just put me in bad moods for the rest of the night. It's really shitty, and I just hate it. I hate feeling this way.
This doesn't mean I'm putting a hiatus on commissions, I'm still slowly working on those. School and work just end up absorbing all my time. I sometimes just want a night where I just lay down, listen to some calming music and curl up in a blanket and not talk to anyone. But then I realize I should be getting things done instead. It's just really crappy not having all the time in the world. It's really crappy having emotions sometimes, too.
Just relax man ~
*hugs, being engulfed by some of that fluffy fur*
I your art.
I know how things can pressure down on you, feeling like the world is bullying you, and that it's just too much at times and yeah, I even don't like swear words that people think today make things more "real" or just the absolute expression of emotion: But I would never give up my emotions anything that I might desire.
They build a person's personality, character and soul, and if we forget that, were lost.
I realize that your just going through a funk and feeling just tired and sad and crappy, but I've been getting some negative vibes from some of the site(which I've been trying to help them), and I just really needed to get this off my chest as well as possibly cheer you up a bit.
Please have a nice night.
Try not to worry so much. Your work is very strong, and you have a lot of things going for you. Do what you need to do to get the distracting things out of your mind, whether that means spending lots of time in the gym or just taking quiet walks.
Hang in there. :)