Sitting here listening to music and Justin Moore's song If haven wasn't so far away comes up on the play list and I can't help but cray because I remember everyone that means so much to me who is in heaven now that I wish I was still here. I miss my papaw Guinn and Mamaw Keene, All the friends I've lost but never said goodbye. I wish they where here, they would all know what to do to get me out of this mess I'm in now, and how I wish my grandpaw could see his great granddaughter, if he still had his horse she'd be right up where I was on the back of one ready to go. My mamaw Keene would probably trying to pinch her cheeks and smother her with hugs and kisses. All the memories I have of them all makes me cry wishing I could have more. Someday I'll see them again just wish I could see them now.