2-15-14
11 years ago
Jai Guru Deva, everyone!
Not sure if that is a greeting, but I've still yet to figure out a cool scandinavian greeting to hit you in the face with.
The past few months, I have done absolutely NOTHING but work and nap.
All the hours throughout me shift, I dream of various riffs to include in my music along with colorful images to paint down, then when I get home, I drop down on my couch and that's it.
Work and sleep, fucking pathetic, isn't it?
No amount of caffeine would start my day back up after work enough to get my creative...flow...drive...current...ok, I'm going with river or whatnot going.
I have a project I've yet to finish for me sis, Jazzy Laine and I'm slacking on it as I've been all along.
Osiris bless his light upon the world, I'm beating myself silly over my worthlessness.
Sobriety has proven itself just as non-contributing as intoxication has so far.
What the hell am I saying, I don't mean to depress.
I'm gonna pick myself up from this moment on and get me river cascading over the highest peak of lethargy...if that's how u spell it...
Hades be considered for aid, I'm getting myself back on track!....zzzzzzzhhhzzzzz
Not sure if that is a greeting, but I've still yet to figure out a cool scandinavian greeting to hit you in the face with.
The past few months, I have done absolutely NOTHING but work and nap.
All the hours throughout me shift, I dream of various riffs to include in my music along with colorful images to paint down, then when I get home, I drop down on my couch and that's it.
Work and sleep, fucking pathetic, isn't it?
No amount of caffeine would start my day back up after work enough to get my creative...flow...drive...current...ok, I'm going with river or whatnot going.
I have a project I've yet to finish for me sis, Jazzy Laine and I'm slacking on it as I've been all along.
Osiris bless his light upon the world, I'm beating myself silly over my worthlessness.
Sobriety has proven itself just as non-contributing as intoxication has so far.
What the hell am I saying, I don't mean to depress.
I'm gonna pick myself up from this moment on and get me river cascading over the highest peak of lethargy...if that's how u spell it...
Hades be considered for aid, I'm getting myself back on track!....zzzzzzzhhhzzzzz
Ah hell, only thing to do is figure some tactics around it while avoiding losing those jobs and/or sinking into heavier drug-use.
I was so damn close to CONSIDERING meth, but I like my teeth.
Hope u hangin in there, man! I'm still stuck on Skyrim until I can afford Assassins Creed 4, but I fear that I'll get too addicted and thus neglect me craft further.
Feels like nobody can fucking win, but by Aphrodite's awesome tits, we try!
Thank u, man!
Ah hell, only thing to do is figure some tactics around it while avoiding losing those jobs and/or sinking into heavier drug-use.
I was so damn close to CONSIDERING meth, but I like my teeth.
Hope u hangin in there, man! I'm still stuck on Skyrim until I can afford Assassins Creed 4, but I fear that I'll get too addicted and thus neglect me craft further.
Feels like nobody can fucking win, but by Aphrodite's awesome tits, we try!
Thank u, man!