So as many of you know today is the day we lost my bright pink ball of joy lemonade. It was a bit of an emotional night for me but I was so busy at work I barely had a moment to sit down and think. I had a close friend I could talk to and keep me positive throughout the night. I still can't believe it's been a year, The wounds still havent quite healed. But the pain is slightly less. But I don't think it will ever go away. And now TFF is just around the corner in a couple days I will be heading out there. I will have to make a meme for it When I have more awake since I am so exhausted from work. And so with that I bid you good night/good morning