Sitting here while my wife lays on her couch alone, helpless to do nothing but be a voice over skype till the day I can board a plane and go home. Stress and anxiety has her so sick. No one to help, no seems to care, she finds herself closing off just to protect herself. It doesnt help that neighbors are REDICULOUSLY loud ASSHATS. Gawd just get me home NOW. Why cant people be decent human beings? Is it really so hard to show another person a little love and compassion?
I am strong , but I am sick and tired of people assuming that Alice is ok because she has me. Yes she will be better once Im home, but what till then? She withers and dies? NO! And yet people think she is strong enough to handle things. People think that just because we are married that she is peachy king. I AM IN ANOTHER COUNTRY FFS! I am forced to sit here and watch and listen as she slowly breaks down. Fucking people, seriously. How hard is it to show you care? She is like a flower in need of water. A beautiful flower... ugh, nm. Rant over. Sorry to have inconvenienced anyone. No worries, move along, nothing to see here I will handle it.