probably just writing this cause I found something about that is kinda tearing at me... but I know it's a cliche.. saying nice guys finish last.. or even calling one's self a nice guy is something people look down upon.... nice guys doing nice things for people to get things back from people.. yes those are the bad kind.. like doing nice things for a girl and expecting something back.. calling the other person a bitch or what not.. that's the wrong kind of nice guy... I do things for other because I care.. sometimes I just think my heart is too damn big for it's own good.. Yes I really, REALLY like someone.. and I did whatever I could do for them.. yes I told them of my feelings.. and yes I knew just because I was nice I wouldn't get something in return... but why not be nice and let chances happen?... what I hate most in this world... is the human ability to lie.. I've been lied too more then my far share in my life.. my ex... I think that whole relationship was a lie... I took a chance.. I got hurt... I healed and moved on... but then just to be continuously lied to from every other person I have been with and their friends... and now.. the friend of the friend that i like told me "They might just be snowed in, and have bad internet.."... Look on facebook tonight to see that they were somewhere else with someone special.. I know I'm just ranting and shouldn't feel bad.. personally I don't care that they were with someone special.. I took another chance, this is the result.. but to be lied to again like that.. Why should I trust anyone I know... why should I care anymore...