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11 years ago
Ya know with start of February there has been nothing good about 2014 so far. And as February comes to an end today, it still seems pretty shitty and not looking to bright for March.
I've been beatten down by customers this whole month that I could just punch every single one of them.
My boss has been riding me about hours to the point hes cut my staff back to where i am the only one working.
My car died 2 weeks ago, forcing my hand to buying a new one. Love the car dont get me wrong but damn could I save for once?
Then the FOLLOWING day my computer crashed costing me 250 to repair it. Thankfully my bf covered that bill. And then my washer desided to stop working, forcing me to buy a new one as well...Thankfully my mom bought that (she does live with me)
I am selling off my fursuits that i have (NOT KITSU!) but rehoming the others. I dont have much of a choice. =( I understand fursuiting/furries is just a hobby and I would love to make a job out of it but in a pinch I have to let things go that I dont want to. =( So if anyone is up for buying Chip the Shep (head, tail and paws) hit me up. Only been worn 2-3 times.
I can't sleep. I haven't had a decent night sleep in weeks. I'm so stressed that I can't sleep. I hate it. I just wanna curl up in a ball and dissapear. =(
I am trying to get KitsuDesign up and running on Etsy but with hours that my job is making me work I have no time to make paws or tails. I get the commissions I get done asap but I want to do more with them. More tails, more paws, maybe ears....Who knows...I'll even settle for lots of badges. Tho everyone wants digital badge work and I dont do that. I cant aford SAI
I feel any chance of hope is just smashed. I just wanna sleep forever. =<
Okay I think i'm done venting. Just been really depressed and I just wanna get out of this funk. I think I'm gunna go fursuiting for the hell of it in public to liven things up a tad. LOL
Oh and I am trying to write a book. I dont know how well it will be cause I am not a writer but I have a realy good story in my head that i wanna put down. Maybe i'll post it on here to see how things go and get advice. if it turns out good maybe ill get it published. =/ something to shoot for at least.
I've been beatten down by customers this whole month that I could just punch every single one of them.
My boss has been riding me about hours to the point hes cut my staff back to where i am the only one working.
My car died 2 weeks ago, forcing my hand to buying a new one. Love the car dont get me wrong but damn could I save for once?
Then the FOLLOWING day my computer crashed costing me 250 to repair it. Thankfully my bf covered that bill. And then my washer desided to stop working, forcing me to buy a new one as well...Thankfully my mom bought that (she does live with me)
I am selling off my fursuits that i have (NOT KITSU!) but rehoming the others. I dont have much of a choice. =( I understand fursuiting/furries is just a hobby and I would love to make a job out of it but in a pinch I have to let things go that I dont want to. =( So if anyone is up for buying Chip the Shep (head, tail and paws) hit me up. Only been worn 2-3 times.
I can't sleep. I haven't had a decent night sleep in weeks. I'm so stressed that I can't sleep. I hate it. I just wanna curl up in a ball and dissapear. =(
I am trying to get KitsuDesign up and running on Etsy but with hours that my job is making me work I have no time to make paws or tails. I get the commissions I get done asap but I want to do more with them. More tails, more paws, maybe ears....Who knows...I'll even settle for lots of badges. Tho everyone wants digital badge work and I dont do that. I cant aford SAI
I feel any chance of hope is just smashed. I just wanna sleep forever. =<
Okay I think i'm done venting. Just been really depressed and I just wanna get out of this funk. I think I'm gunna go fursuiting for the hell of it in public to liven things up a tad. LOL
Oh and I am trying to write a book. I dont know how well it will be cause I am not a writer but I have a realy good story in my head that i wanna put down. Maybe i'll post it on here to see how things go and get advice. if it turns out good maybe ill get it published. =/ something to shoot for at least.
I can tell you shit that's been going on with me. But just because things are shitty right now doesn't mean things will remain that way. You were meant for something in this small world of ours dear. Just keep on thriving. If not for the ones you love but for yourself cause only you can shape the path you walk called life. It'll be ok *hugs*
Just continue to reach out to your friends and supporters--because we're here--continue to do your best at what you do. Make sure you take time when you can to relax, unwind, and do your art.
As Avenue Q sings, "It's only for now." Customers will come and go. Cars and appliances break down, and we find ways around that. Bosses also come and go. Just hang on, and things will turn around if you keep doing your best, keep moving forward, keep doing what you love, and hold on to the people you value.
I spent my whole weekend at work was hoping for a snow day but didnt happen. Lol Oh well. But today, tuesday, me and a bunch of fur friends are getting to gether to go to dave n busters. we are gunna has fun! <3
Thank you for being there I can't wait to visit CO again and see ya for RMFC it'll be a blast!