I thought I understood what it meant to be friends. Then I recently found out some of my friends had been talking shit about me behind my back and doing disrespectful things against me. All the while I had been giving them the benefit of the doubt because I trusted them because I thought they were my friends.
I don't even mind so much when friends do things to hurt me, the actions they take against me can be forgiven. But when they keep the truth from me, hiding how they really think about me when I'm around, it's that lack of trust that ruins things the most.
I mean, where's the logic in pretending? If you hate someone, why pretend ya don't hate them when they're around?
Tis why I now believe I don't understand what it means to be friends.
Sometimes.. with how food treats me of late I cant eat much without ether falling asleep or running to the washroom.. but soon me thinks.. next time we do a bar/pub
I don't even mind so much when friends do things to hurt me, the actions they take against me can be forgiven. But when they keep the truth from me, hiding how they really think about me when I'm around, it's that lack of trust that ruins things the most.
I mean, where's the logic in pretending? If you hate someone, why pretend ya don't hate them when they're around?
Tis why I now believe I don't understand what it means to be friends.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQ5ziNOtoMU
Step 2. Wait for random people to find it.
Like hi! I'm happy to try being your friend. ^^
Even if this is a 4 month old journal. :p