This is the musicians nightmare "Music Block" This is not the only reason why I'm silent for the past few months.
The other reason is the departure of my two love ones just between four months. I will not further put the details cuz it's family matter, also I'm a kind of a person that put much focus on work and study of my piece and other musicians, I spend my time based on this percentage: 30% browsing the ethernet, 35% working on my composition, 5% house hold.chores, 10% games and 20% sleeping.
Welp that's all you need to know and it suck when music block hits you