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12 years ago
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Having one of those days where I realize just how alone I am. It's not a bad thing and people have their own lives, fall in love with new people, find they have more in common with people over there rather than the single person here.
Just one of those days where my mind won't quite turn off the way I want it to, and nothing is distracting me quite right, so I suppose I'll continue working on two pieces of art I've been doing. It's better than dwelling on things that don't quite make sense, make a person happy and sad all at once.
Kinda sad when I realize that I've got no one to turn to when my husband isn't around. =/ But then, guess I've always sorta been that way. Keep people close for awhile and then watch them drift off, as is right. Some people are meant to be here to make an impression for awhile, but then simply let go and watch those they held close drift off onto better and bigger things.
Yeah.... I'm in a mood today. I'm sorry. I'm not exactly sad? But ... I'm kind of melancholy all at the same time. Suppose I should take one of my pills, to be honest, but I don't really want to.
Right, soooooo I'll stop rambling. Just wanted to say hi I suppose. I don't do so well by myself. T_T Might not be easy to reach on skype for a bit until I can shake off this cloud.
Suppose my doctor is right, I really should go to a psychologist again. Too many thoughts in my head. Some very old, some not so much.
Just one of those days where my mind won't quite turn off the way I want it to, and nothing is distracting me quite right, so I suppose I'll continue working on two pieces of art I've been doing. It's better than dwelling on things that don't quite make sense, make a person happy and sad all at once.
Kinda sad when I realize that I've got no one to turn to when my husband isn't around. =/ But then, guess I've always sorta been that way. Keep people close for awhile and then watch them drift off, as is right. Some people are meant to be here to make an impression for awhile, but then simply let go and watch those they held close drift off onto better and bigger things.
Yeah.... I'm in a mood today. I'm sorry. I'm not exactly sad? But ... I'm kind of melancholy all at the same time. Suppose I should take one of my pills, to be honest, but I don't really want to.
Right, soooooo I'll stop rambling. Just wanted to say hi I suppose. I don't do so well by myself. T_T Might not be easy to reach on skype for a bit until I can shake off this cloud.
Suppose my doctor is right, I really should go to a psychologist again. Too many thoughts in my head. Some very old, some not so much.
billsc26
~billsc26
I'm so sorry you feel this way. You do have friends, friends that care about you - you just need to reach out to them and they will be there for you.
Lai-Tut
~lai-tut
I think it is always the hardest to take the medicine/pills you need to take to help when you need them the most - My husband always says the same thing when he feels down. I am so sorry, I really hope youre feeling better now- but please know that I am always here if you need someone :) I am just a note away~
