Update on Life and Bringing Commander Tane Shepard Back
11 years ago
I have decided to switch back to my old fursona ever since I changed to raptor I felt like I have been drifting away from the fandom and my friends.
I guess the reason I changed is because I felt like I had to make a change in my life to try and get better with my depression but it hasn't worked and now I just feel like a stranger in the fandom, however when I was my old fursona even though I was fighting depression I felt like I had loads of people around me but because I have changed I feel like I have lost that, I don't know its complicated I guess I feel like Commander Tane fits me better and I shouldn't of run away from it to try and be something I'm not.
University is going well but is hard at times, unfortunately I had the misfortune of making friends with a group of girls who I thought were my friends and turned out they we rent and betrayed that friendship, oh well their loss but I have met quite a few good friends at university who have been there for me so its not all bad.
I'm still working on my depression but I'm getting better had a few bad spells but I see a councilor every week now and I have completely cut alcohol and caffeine out of my diet, been 2 weeks without it.
so to sum it all up yes I'm Commander Tane Shepard again and things are going great!
Hope everyone else is OK!
I guess the reason I changed is because I felt like I had to make a change in my life to try and get better with my depression but it hasn't worked and now I just feel like a stranger in the fandom, however when I was my old fursona even though I was fighting depression I felt like I had loads of people around me but because I have changed I feel like I have lost that, I don't know its complicated I guess I feel like Commander Tane fits me better and I shouldn't of run away from it to try and be something I'm not.
University is going well but is hard at times, unfortunately I had the misfortune of making friends with a group of girls who I thought were my friends and turned out they we rent and betrayed that friendship, oh well their loss but I have met quite a few good friends at university who have been there for me so its not all bad.
I'm still working on my depression but I'm getting better had a few bad spells but I see a councilor every week now and I have completely cut alcohol and caffeine out of my diet, been 2 weeks without it.
so to sum it all up yes I'm Commander Tane Shepard again and things are going great!
Hope everyone else is OK!
Nonetheless, welcome back.
If you need a wolfie to talk to, please don't hesitate to pounce me!
Also, glad to see you are beating your depression. It's hard, but talking things out, and having people believe in you really helps fight it more than any manufactured medicine could.