hey guys ive been going through a lot and cant take it anymore... suddenly in the beginning og aug 2013 I got hit with really bad ocd or tics... it sucked and my life went to shit... I got majorly depressed after a month and felt like life was over... a month later I got worse with ocd and depression... from there until now things just keep getting worse for me... my daily life is a struggle and I just cant take it much longer... every little crack pop sneeze bang or any random sound or sight triggers mew and sends me deeper ocd and tics... alongside that I got diagnosed with adhd general anxiety disorder and my anger is fuled with it... like I just want to live my life... ive cut somoked and drank now... I typing this journal is hard... people look at me weird my family is annoyed with me and im lonely now... nobody can help and nothing will save me from me :3