Wow1 It's been an interesting week. I hit 5000 page views, 500 watchers, and 50 submissions, all on the same day; which was absolutely awesome. I really makes me feel great that you guys seem to take whatever little interest in me that you do. I don't know why anyone seems to like me but I simply cant tell you how much I appreciate it <3 I love you guys so so very much, and I'm doing my best to keep up with comments, shouts, and notes and stuff. Thank you guys again.

It has also been a very emotional week for me. While deep down, I have never ever been truly happy for specific personal reasons, this last week as hit me harder than it has in a long time. I've had some great friends keeping me going, but it's getting harder and harder, and I'm fighting. I've been too afraid to get the help I think I really need, but I think I may have hit the point of desperation and I have to do something. I'm in a dark place and I've been trying to fix it by getting more art and thinking popularity will somehow fix how I feel, but I know that won't solve the issue, as much as I wish it would. Hopefully things will start looking up soon.

I know a good number of my friends don't watch me, but if any of you happen to see this: Thank you. Thank you for being there for me when I need it, and just starting conversation sometimes and asking me to relax with you. I'm not one to start up conversation a lot of times, especially when I'm not feeling right so it makes a big difference in my day when you really seem to be interested in how I am and how I'm feeling. I sincerely thank you with all my heart <3

That note aside, I really don't wish to ramble or push my emotional shit on everyone who watches and gives their time to me. I promise it won't be a regular thing in the slightest, I just really needed to tell someone and get a little encouragement as I go into finals week at my University. And speaking of University! If any of you happen to attend the University of Washington (any of the campuses, especially Bothell or Seattle) hit me up1 I'd love to have some people to hang out with some times!

Thanks a bunch, I really appreciate you guys, truly. Every watch and comment and interaction really makes me feel that people care, you guys are awesome <3