Trying not to fall back into old habits is difficult.
11 years ago
Trying so hard not to revert to my old self again and do something I promised I wouldn't. The only thing keeping from doing it is two certain furs that I know would feel horrible if they found out. I'm just in such a bad mood, I'm sober, and one of those furs is unhappy. I swear, this Attack fox is ready to hurt someone, anyone, that even so much as gives me a wrong look. I've had it with these random bouts of depression, but there's nothing I can do about it. I feel like I'm just this close to snapping and either going off on someone, or bawling.
(yay emo journals)