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11 years ago
Follow me on twitter, yo! https://twitter.com/ZavrynZanuldeir Warning: This is kind of a rant, in case you don't want to read it. LOL
So, I'm getting really frustrated. Like I just don't know anymore. I normally voice chat with a group a friends most everyday in a mumble server. It kind of just serves as a hangout for like a group of people, and we just keep inviting people to come join us. But lately, I really haven't been. Probably like 20-25ish people join in there on a regular basis. We play games have fun and all, but just lately, it seems like all everyone really does in there is rage at others while playing games. It's kind of starting to NOT be fun anymore. We've had some people who used to frequent just up and leave without a word, simply because they weren't as good at a game as the rest of us, and instead of HELPING them, everyone just decides to start RAGING and making fun of said person. Yeah, its fun to mess around with each other and say X person sucks, but its all in good fun. Like, I'm just kind of getting tired of all the negativity. It really is making my gaming experiences just so not fun. Gaming is supposed to be fun and relaxing, but its difficult to have fun when people are being harassed for not being good at a game.
To be honest I really have no idea where I'm going with all this. It's just something that's really been bugging me lately. Like, I feel like I need to find a new "group" of gamer friends to hang around with. Maybe some more around my skill level or maybe just some that aren't just complete dicks. I'm mainly a multiplayer gamer, and to me, its hard to have fun on those games without playing with people you know. I feel like its starting to rub off on me, too. Certain people who join in the mumble server, I give them waaaay more shit than they can bear sometimes, and I just feel like a royal dick afterwards, and I really dont want to be like that. Sometimes it makes me question on who I really am. Sometimes I don't even know. I feel like I am just easily influenced and just tend to "follow the leader."
Heh. Well thats all I really have to say for now. It's not really organized or anything. Just started typing the things that were on my mind right now. Thank you to anyone who decides to read this all the way through. 
Looking forward to playing with you though! =D
But that sucks to hear how the Mumble is getting shitty. Though, I personally stopped showing up because I dont play a lot of the games that you guys do, and only really knowing one person from there, it just feels really awkward unless Im playing something with other people.