My entire life I've been apologising for things, sometimes with good reason admittedly I have done things worth saying sorry for but this isn't about that. this is about all the times I've said sorry almost as a reflex now this is what I want to talk about.

I am sick and tired about feeling guilty so much about all the minor every day mistakes I make and I am sick of saying sorry every time I so much as look at a person side ways. the problem is I'm not apologizing even for the actions any more I'm saying sorry for simply BEING and this has lead me time and again into the dark passages of depression

so this is what I'm going to do

From this day hence forth I'm going to say what mean and mean what i say, I will only speak my mind and never cut the corners. I also will not apologise for the misdeeds that i do unless it is truly warranted I will no longer feel guilty because I draw breath or because i can not fix other peoples problems . i will try my best for you but if you refuse to be fixed that is not my problem

I AM NOT SORRY
if you don't like it kiss my arse I'm done with the guilt
becuse guilt is a useless emotion