Impending Birthday and such...
11 years ago
Who ever thought a reindeer could be so much more...
So, a week from today I'll become magically another year older. 28 of them will have passed since the eventful day I came screaming into this world (actually I was a quiet baby). I have Thurs-Monday off from work because of it and hope to find something to do in that time. Quite possibly Ive considered playing in a Warhammer 40k tournament that Saturday, or just drinking/maybe a jaunt to the dance club I havent been to in forever. No clue if anyone is planning anything (i.e. my roommate/his mate, my game store buddies, anyone from work).
I should be excited. I mean birthdays are one of the days out of the year that the young are expected to be excited. Though Im honestly at a loss. I don't want to soap-box or complain or lament the woes that are me, it's not my style (even if I have in the past had a flare for the melodramatic at times). I just feel off. But Ive endeavored not to complain, not to shift blame or even assign it. Ive gone through these past 28years with a stubborn resolve to push through any and everything and wont be stopped by this ephemeral mood that has settled around me.
So that said, I do hope to get more art done up in the near future(a constant hope/plan that Ive had but am continuously distracted by work and other hobbies).
Also, with minimal noticeable(to me) improvement, Ive been at the gym/working out with a decent frequency of late. I started up a couple of those fitness challenges that one might see on various meme sites (namely Pintrest for these). The 30 day Pushups, Wall Squats, and Abs/Squats challenges to be specific. Into them about a weeks worth and boy can they be rough. Ive also managed to hit up the gym 2-3 times a week for the last 2 months or so, which Im happy about. I need to change things up a bit more in my routine, to shake up the homeostasis and all, but consistency is good though too. Diet is still a topic to be discussed/considered/worked out, but all in all Im finding a rhythm there.. I think.
I guess that's enough ranting/updating for the time being. More to come in the near future I suppose.
I should be excited. I mean birthdays are one of the days out of the year that the young are expected to be excited. Though Im honestly at a loss. I don't want to soap-box or complain or lament the woes that are me, it's not my style (even if I have in the past had a flare for the melodramatic at times). I just feel off. But Ive endeavored not to complain, not to shift blame or even assign it. Ive gone through these past 28years with a stubborn resolve to push through any and everything and wont be stopped by this ephemeral mood that has settled around me.
So that said, I do hope to get more art done up in the near future(a constant hope/plan that Ive had but am continuously distracted by work and other hobbies).
Also, with minimal noticeable(to me) improvement, Ive been at the gym/working out with a decent frequency of late. I started up a couple of those fitness challenges that one might see on various meme sites (namely Pintrest for these). The 30 day Pushups, Wall Squats, and Abs/Squats challenges to be specific. Into them about a weeks worth and boy can they be rough. Ive also managed to hit up the gym 2-3 times a week for the last 2 months or so, which Im happy about. I need to change things up a bit more in my routine, to shake up the homeostasis and all, but consistency is good though too. Diet is still a topic to be discussed/considered/worked out, but all in all Im finding a rhythm there.. I think.
I guess that's enough ranting/updating for the time being. More to come in the near future I suppose.
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