I wanted to take a moment to thank everyone who responded to my journal before, and to all those who sent notes and made sure I was ok.

I really appreciate the support. I'm feeling better than I was when I posted that journal but to be honest that is pretty normal. I tend to have ups and downs.

I'm still not sure how I am going to tackle all my problems, many seem insurmountable to me and it's hard to not get disillusioned by the enormity of it all. I was going to detail everything that is bothering me in this post but there are some things that my better judgement says I should keep private. Suffice it to say that there's more on my mind than what appears on the surface. I'm trying to fight for my sanity and stay alive but it's an uphill battle and I don't know how long I can keep it up.

Thanks for the support
-Towyn