Returned to here with a few concerned notes but I deserve that.

Anyway I'm finally on spring break. This semester has been even more stressful than the last but I'm still pulling through.

Commission refunds are still being offered and I will note the clients very soon if they would still want their art or a refund.
Do not worry, although I am nearing the last of my budget I have not touched the money from unfinished commissions. I am very strict on my policy and have not run off with others' money for myself, ask family for financial help, or dip into my inheritance. I earn my own money and will spend that money on necessities like food and bills, if there's some disposable income...Japanese candies! :9

IN OTHER NEWS (AKA HERE COMES THE WHINY PART, DON'T READ IF YA DON'T WANT TO)
Last night was a really scary experience. There was a shooting VERY close by. My partner and I heard six rounds of gun fire and a few minutes later we were surrounded by cop patrol.
I wouldn't say the shots were fired in the apartment complex but rather the neighbourhood that's just over the fence (which we are closest to). I am still waiting to see if it appears on the news because I'm very curious to know what happened.
I've always run into the aftermath of such an event but never actually been near one when it happens.
Anyway I've already shaken that off by now and will be calming the mind today at the library or elsewhere. We've already accepted that the real world can be a cold and harsh place but also beautiful.

I want to try to pull myself together this week since I've been such an absolute mess since last summer. I have pretty much disconnected with a lot of my friends due to college stress but am trying to talk to them again. They were very understanding...and I'm still surprised how much support I am receiving despite the broken promises I have made this year. You guys are the best and I owe so much.
I know I probably sound like a broken record but hopefully I will get that motivation back very soon.

Hopefully today I can find the time to do some streaming so stay tuned for that. :3 I want to try and finally make more progress on Jeffe's commish and possibly start on brutuscroc's. I have about two weeks of college left after the break is over so it won't be long until I have allllll the time to catch up.

Thanks for your patience and understanding, guys. I don't know how you can put up with me being a whiny idiot for almost a year. I complain and complain instead of doing something productive. :<
uGH YOU GUYS ARE JUST TOO AWESOME...I DO NOT ASK FOR SYMPATHY OR ANYTHING (YOU CAN BE MAD AT ME ALL YOU WANT I UNDERSTAND) BUT HOW DO YOU HAVE SUCH PATIENCE AND KINDNESS AND DSKJFGHDFJKH.


WELP, I'm done blowing off some steam and whatnot. Remember to watch out for a possible streaming later today or this week! I will make sure to make plenty of coffeeeeeeeeeee.