I'm thinking about returning to FA after the sudden, half-year hiatus. :/

I've logged onto here after some time to see multiple notes asking about commissions.
Am I open? Nope, not yet. Soon, maybe. I've been feeling really guilty/nervous for some reason about commissions??? Not to mention I don't actually have a working machine for digital art at the moment.

Pretty much what's going down is that I'm still working hard on my weight loss journey, and I look better than before. A few days ago I've been hit with mild food poisoning, so that knocked me out for a bit (i feel like today is the final day, i'm feeling loads better).

Tbh, I think I am having like a case of separation anxiety because I haven't been too productive like I wanted. The boyfriend had left for deployment in March so I've been kinda sad since, but am still trying my best to be independent~ Doing a pretty good job so far.
Can't wait for him to return late august/early september!!!! I've been picking up the pace because of how excited and eager I am for him to return, aaaaa.

anywee, in other news, a patreon will be announced in the near future as I've kinda hit a rut and can't apply for a new and better home unless I'm making income or my boyfriend is physically with me to sign paperwork. So I've been looking for jobs, none were successful, hahahaha.

Ah well, keeping my chin up. Some people suggested making a gofundme or sending me some cash, but I'd rather work and earn my money. XD; All of those stories and rumours I hear are enough for me not to go there, ahahahaha.

Hope to become more artistically active again in the near future. I just need to stop being sad all the time, lel.