I feel like I am useless. I wanna die or disappear and people keep destructing me... I wish I could of had my dream... To be with the one I Truely love... -looks at self in the mirror with ears lowered- I wish this wasn't fat on my body... -rubs tummy- I wish it was something else... Something that was his.... -closes eyes and crys- ill never have the happiness I once had before... I feel like I am dragging my human bf around(or he is dragging me)... I love him but its not the same...... -gets down and hugs knees- god please have mercy... Take the life from me... Take my breath from my lungs.... End my pain.... -crys silently-