hey man it just seems like your lonely, and not in a bad way. You seem to want female companionship and maybe roxy is the only one you know? or the best you know? not sure on that but the problem might be fixed by meeting another mate?

It might be possible.

Yo, bro, I know EXACTLY how you feel...I kinda still feel the same way now. One thing you should never do, though...is just straight-up poppin' the question of going out, it usually does not end in the 'good result'. Also, do your best, AT ALL TIMES, never to sound desperate for love, that'll slim down your chances of her accepting you. She is your friend and you should keep treating her as such until you think the time is right to pop the question, but don't ask just straight outta the blue, you gotta conversate and be friendly, that may just increase your chances. If you're lucky, you may just get the girl. Now I can't guarantee this'll work, cuz I can't seem to do all that myself, but it may work

Thanks, I have been keeping my distance and continued my friendship with her.

Atta boy! You can do it! ...now I need to find myself a mate, but all of my female friends are already taken and I've got no response from my Mate Meme yet :(

It's hard to say WHY this is happening, but it's next to impossible to stop love. It just happens and sneaks up on us all. And usually happens about 70% of the time between malexfemale friendships (at least that's what I think). It's possible it could just be infatuation, or your rebounding with your friend because your lonely.

I can't argue with that, after all I probably am denying my feelings for her.

I say try and see what you can accomplish. Because even if you don't talk to Roxy about it, she'll see this journal if she's your friend.

Try to talk to Roxy and make it happen. You'll never know what'll happen until you try, right?

Well, might as well try.

I say go ahead and try. Because a life living with a "What If" is too difficult...

But, I've been drinking, so you might want to take other people's advice too. Listen to all of them before you decide to go for it.

Alright, thanks.
And easy on the drinks, okay?

Well, I drink rarely, and the drinks make me speak more honestly anyways.

I think that you should at least give it a try. I mean, you can live your life saying "What if I had asked her out...?" or you can give it a try.

If you would rather keep your friendship with her instead though, instead of have her as a mate, you could disregard my advice.

But to be honest, if she's your close friend, she's probably gonna see this journal anyways, in that case you'll talk to her about this regardless of whether or not you take my advice.

Hm, I can't really say what's already been said; just talk to her about. Just make sure you don't
make the same mistake as I did and wait until it's too late.

Well, Chris, whatever you do, my friend, don't ever give up hope. Roxy's your friend. And friends never separate from each other.

Just remember, everyone is there for ya.

I'm not good with these. Do what you believe is right and don't lose your cool. :)

sorry i don't know

Its alright.