I keep shit bottled up for 18 fucking years, this year I have given up and want to tell everyone what they do to upset me and I get nothing but fucking back lash from little brown nosers. I get pissed and defensive when upset. If I have a problem with someone you like. Either nicely ask me to not talk about it around or please just fucking shove it. I am tired of having to bottle up shit to make other's happy.