I just wanted Friday to be done with...I knew it was going to be hard. Had been preparing for it for quite a while but I had no idea just how hard it would be. I catch myself sometimes waiting for her to come thru the front door and ask how my day has been or how my son is doing. But mostly I find myself missing her always being around, being Mom.

Yeah, I am glad this day is over, its been one year since she's gone. Now I have to deal with the rest of my life without her.

Goodnight and thx for listening to a strangers woes.