tired of the fucking bullshit and tired of how I feel.
11 years ago
~Lost within the crimson castle~
What is love? Everyone says 'I love you'and force FORCES me to say 'I love you too' but really truely, what the fucking hell is love. I don't know anymore. Is it true loyalty, is it compassion, is it faithfullness. I have no fucking clue. Does that mean I truely don't love? Probably, I mean my mom forces me to say it, I haven't fucking loved her truely in a long long time. Sisters expect me to say it, still no love left, same with my step father and my dad. Why do I even try? Hell there are furs that seem to think 'I love you'should be used all the time. Yes I care and think about u guys. Hell some I even dated. But do I really know how to love? Is it sex is it the intimate connection with a 'lover' fuck if I even know anymore. I'm at my limit and I fucking give up..