I hate my mind right now...............................

So yeah... been getting counseling here at the University...
Found out the root of my depression is severe anxiety, mostly social in nature.


I need more than just another friend.... I need someone to get close to and love..... long term.....
I have never had that... I don't even know what that kind of relationship feels like... *wants to cry but can't*
I ran out of tears a long time ago..............



*Kaiden howls sadly*
arooooooooooooo.......

Shhh it's ok boy... you'll find someone..... hopefully