i remember it all like it just happend yesterday standing there in the book store with my sister looking at mangas talking about our fav artists on deviantart, we both were talking about a artist named zooni and about a comic book we liked call horror house mates, a few mins later a cute red head girl comes up to me and my sister and she says "hey i hurd you guys talking about zooni and horror house mates me and my sister love horror and we read that comic too and we love zoonis art well!" she was so shy but opened up to us really fast and so did her sweet twin sister.

there names were gi and katy both beautiful red head girls with glasses and frekles all over there arms and faces we sat together looking at art books and manga together and showing off art work we all worked on (not my sister tho she just commented on our works of art) me and the girls did art trades and even gave each other our emails.

we had to go but a few weeks later i got an email from them and the friendship started from there. we talked everyday and hung out at each others houses and talked for hours on the phone. we talked about horror movies and who we all liked from diffrent movies. i loved freddy so did gi we were freddys girls and my sister loved jason so did ka they got along really well.

thigns happend a few years later and we had stopped talking but we fixed the friendship and got more closer we were always there for each other no matter what it was we always worked it out. we were draw things together even when things got REALLY bad

they gave me my first rat amy peach though she had passed away she was the best gift they had ever given me and all the art i love ever piece they ever made me even the ones i have in my art books i kept all of them even now.

even if we never become friends or they hate me for the rest of my life ill always love them with everythign that i am...
just saying though....i would...never throw a friend away just for a boyfriend or girlfriend...but thats me im not a mean person sometimes i can be and im sorry for that i have no excuse for it but i try to be a good person and i love all my friends....but they lefted a mark on my heart that can never be erased even when i say things to them i dont mean it im just hurt i cant heal its that hard for me last time we stopped talking the months we wornt friends i could not heal and now its happend again.

and i dont think alot of people get that they wornt "internet friends" they were my real friends my real sisters they ment so much to me that it hurts, im not bashing them im not harrassing them im just saying all the feelings i have for these 2 wonderful beautiful girls who mean so much to me even if they hate me for the rest of my life ill always love them.


ok...so...im done with that....just...felt like saying all that
love you all
with a heavy heart
kitty