It is. Don't give up.

I'm only a few steps from living in a basement myself, and through no merit of my own, I can tell you that. It's true that it's hard not to be able to see friends often, but on some level it means you at least have friends who are there for you to miss, you know? If you didn't miss anyone because you didn't have friends in the first place it'd be even worse. I spent 5 consecutive years without employment, technically not really working right now either. It takes a long time to be able to make it into the job market in today's economy.

A large percentage of the people who have had to persist for a very long time before they were finally able to. Sometimes you only need to be able to break through that one time and it makes a difference forever after that. And the value of your life shouldn't be determined by whether you're working or not in the first place. Think of all the people who currently can't work because of the shitty hand that life dealt them - surely you wouldn't condemn them as easily as you condemn yourself, and surely you deserve as much out of life as they do. There is so much more time in which to succeed ahead than you've already experienced - time that you should give yourself.

Remember the other meaning of "trooper", which your name includes: someone who exhibits extreme perseverance, fortitude, and tenacity. Those qualities aren't contingent on circumstances: they are resilience in the face of them.

YES! IT! IS! I won't tell you to think of others, I'm sure you've heard that enough. But think of yourself. If you end it, there is no happy ending, there is no future. The here and now is where it ends. And no matter how bad that is, it can get better. The situation can improve, and you CAN get back on your feet. Please, don't end it, Fang. If you need someone to talk to, I'm always available, sweetie.

Yes,it is worth living. Just because you have bad days doesn't mean something good isn't going to come from it. We all have to look on the bright side of life (as you know how the song goes) even if it takes us time to get there. Many think they have no life and they end it leaving family worried and then they don't know what to do or do some other thing. I still live at home and do get out and do things from time to time (weather depending).Go out and get some fresh air,take a walk somewhere,ride a bike if you have one. Trust me when you're active you'll be feeling better. *hugs tight* Don't give up!

YES YES YES. Please - I hate to hear you speak this way. If you have to, seek actual live help. There are places you can go, people you can call, who will help you.

Dude....don't you even dare talk like that...
Life is worth living, and there's nothing else more precious.

Hang on there dude you got some friends in CT that love and miss you.

Dude, don't you fucking date go down that road. I will be royally pissed if you start getting those thoughts and make attempts if you try to kill yourself. If something bothers you that much you should call me or something. Like Felix said, we freaking miss you down here and would be awesome to see that face of yours and hear your voice *big sheppy hugs*

Look at this puppy. from the get go and onwards. people care. were here for you. through the thick and through the thin. dont be afraid to lean on somebody if you need to. i'm sorry i'm not there for you like i should be. but i'm trying puppy, and i'll keep going as long as you keep going on with me. but no matter what i have to say, i cant say anymore than thank you...thank you for the years of laughing...and crying and fighting and loving and so many other things that my rattled and crumpled mind cant think of yet. you have my number use it anytime..and ill try to get to it in time. Hugs puppy, many many hugs.