You never know how good something is till its gone... i lost on of the closest people to me today. and im devastated.... They ment the world to me and more. No they didnt pass away. But due to my respect for them i am choosing to keep they identy secret. i owe them ym life and more tho.

but the point is... not for me to whine and complain to you all about this....

The point is... When you have a good thing. you know its a good thing. hold onto it with life. never forget about it, love it, do whatever you must. i failed... and now... im paying for it severely. Dont make the same mistake i did. Think long and hard nwo to make sure you haven't accidentally forgot or gotten too bussy and over looked someone like i did before its too late.

I will try to check in when i can but im in serious pain right now. i dought ill be here too often...

I've never felt... such a massive pain...