Update, update, update.... where do I fucking begin....?! The last 4 months have been a fucking roller coaster from hell!!! I have to make a 98 on my EOCT tomorrow to at LEAST have a c in the class over all...... And something I've been pissed about too.... You know who you are if you're reading this. I haven't been wanting to say it to your face, but if you really did love me, you wouldn't care what your goddamn nazi left wing overbearing parents say, so if whatever we had was false, please tell me so I know who to eternally hate. I hate having my emotions played with. Let's see, what else.... Oh! Dad's still dying, so yeah. My mom is going to cease receiving child support, my brother is getting rewards out the ass, and I'm getting shit on by everyone else. Why do I even fucking bother being a furry.... I must be some goddamn deviant freak who can't connect with reality... I should be a fucking sideshow..... And you all are probably gonna see this is a vent journal and not even give a shit. That's fine.I don't really even give a shit anymore. Hell, I may just even shut this page down and quit altogether.. I'm tired of catering to everyone else's needs...... why can't I ever do anything for me....?