Mother's day, fuck it. My mother used me for 7 years and feed off my life like a freakin leech and even had been pilfering my money. I saw what? 20$ out of 800$ maybe 40$ if I was lucky?

Kap, I dunno if you even bother, why would you? But my mother used me too. Andd what gave me the right to treat you so poorly? Let alone everyone? I was so selfiish and self destructive. I called my mom on mother's day and lied when I told her I loved her.....Does that make me a horrible person? I bought all my food but wasn't even the slightest bit independent....because they controlled all my money...

I look at myself and see a sad person, with no outlet back then.


Mother's day, blag, whatever.

If only you knew how I feel mom. I stuck with you as you mini slave to care for you, because I felt like I owed you shit for helping me out in life but you didn't help me you put me in another prison.

It hurt like hell to be stuck in an empty room, always lonely, never knowing anyone but pictures and people behind a screen.