Seriously. Today was supposed to be my last appointment. I was supposed to be pain free. Nope. Now I get to be miserable for 9 days on my trip to Austria in a few weeks. I am so pissed off, upset, and in so much pain right now, I cant even function. The pharmacy flagged me for all the pain meds I have been prescribed lately, so I have to wait two extra hours for my pain meds.

I resent my previous dentist for not treating my thin enamel and knowingly let my teeth rot while withholding info from me. If I had the funds, I'd sue him for everything he's worth. I just want to curl up and be dead to the world. I screwed up badly at my job, so I am already walking a thin line. I cant function so I fail at everything. I dont want to get out of bed. I cant eat or drink anyway.

I just want to go home and have my mom take care of me. I dont want to be a big girl anymore.