Been awhile...
11 years ago
Figured I would post a journal since I really have not been around much anymore because of my problems, so here I am!
My vision is improving, at first it was slow, but then the more the blood get absorbed it feels like it gets clearer faster and etc (which is nice) I did ask my eye doctor at one point what I could do to speed things along... he told me to sit up right... so I did that playing Mass Effect (mostly the MP in the 3rd game till my vision cleared enough to enjoy the story)
Right now I am playing more Xbox One since my brother was nice enough to buy me Wolfenstien: The new ordered and Watch_Dogs my god both games are flipping amazing! addicted to them as hell. also took some old controllers and games and traded it for Last of US, not very far in it, but my god it's a dark game...
Speaking of my brother being awesome about getting me those games, he has also been buying me Diet Coke and getting me food, so a big thanks goes out to him cause I know he can't really afford much but is doing it anyway... he got a second job to try to make more money to fix the house and pay down bills, so he is gone like 20hours a days sometimes, so I am very appreciative.
Others have also been helping me, random amounts of money have been hitting my paypal just because people are far to nice to me... and I can't tell you how much that means to me because the cheap-o frozen meals I have been eating have been getting on my nerves, it's not real food and being able to go and get some take out and pizza here and there from donations is just, I dunno... thank you <3 I may not have enough to live on from what I get, but it is nice to treat my self to real food ;u;
Special mention of my ferret
yoon buying me boxes of food and sending me money even though she has been going through a lot of crap right now, if you could please help her and me out by checking out her YCH, thank you <3
Want to close up this journal with some apologies, sorry to my friends for not being around much anymore, I am sick and since looking at the screen was hard I have been on less. Want to say I am SO SO sorry to the people I owe art to, I feel like scum but there was not much I could do because I could not see well enough to draw, I see better now and can and have drawn few days ago, but I am still a bit off from doing commission work (especially anything that is inked or colored)
Anyhoo that is all I got for now, got a eye appointment today (laser in the right eye and needle in the left) if I am not dialated I may try to stream again (trying to get back into the groove again if I can see well enough) so take care of your selves and see you there if Iable to stream *hugs*
My vision is improving, at first it was slow, but then the more the blood get absorbed it feels like it gets clearer faster and etc (which is nice) I did ask my eye doctor at one point what I could do to speed things along... he told me to sit up right... so I did that playing Mass Effect (mostly the MP in the 3rd game till my vision cleared enough to enjoy the story)
Right now I am playing more Xbox One since my brother was nice enough to buy me Wolfenstien: The new ordered and Watch_Dogs my god both games are flipping amazing! addicted to them as hell. also took some old controllers and games and traded it for Last of US, not very far in it, but my god it's a dark game...
Speaking of my brother being awesome about getting me those games, he has also been buying me Diet Coke and getting me food, so a big thanks goes out to him cause I know he can't really afford much but is doing it anyway... he got a second job to try to make more money to fix the house and pay down bills, so he is gone like 20hours a days sometimes, so I am very appreciative.
Others have also been helping me, random amounts of money have been hitting my paypal just because people are far to nice to me... and I can't tell you how much that means to me because the cheap-o frozen meals I have been eating have been getting on my nerves, it's not real food and being able to go and get some take out and pizza here and there from donations is just, I dunno... thank you <3 I may not have enough to live on from what I get, but it is nice to treat my self to real food ;u;
Special mention of my ferret
yoon buying me boxes of food and sending me money even though she has been going through a lot of crap right now, if you could please help her and me out by checking out her YCH, thank you <3Want to close up this journal with some apologies, sorry to my friends for not being around much anymore, I am sick and since looking at the screen was hard I have been on less. Want to say I am SO SO sorry to the people I owe art to, I feel like scum but there was not much I could do because I could not see well enough to draw, I see better now and can and have drawn few days ago, but I am still a bit off from doing commission work (especially anything that is inked or colored)
Anyhoo that is all I got for now, got a eye appointment today (laser in the right eye and needle in the left) if I am not dialated I may try to stream again (trying to get back into the groove again if I can see well enough) so take care of your selves and see you there if Iable to stream *hugs*
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And I'm so glad you're getting better.
Give them a few days to heal after needles and lasers before getting back in the game, just so you won't wreck yourself and take yourself out of commission by pushing too fast *hugs*
Yaaaay, I love Last of Us <3
It is dark but the lil' patches of sunlight in it make me so happy ;u; <333
The power of the community is not to be underestimated, when it comes to help a friend n_n
It's so clunky, but it's so gooooood.
I'm very thankful people have been sending you donations, and especially thankful to Yoon and your brother for getting you food.
I worry about you a lot.
Loves! <3