Most people know why, but I feel the need to explain a bit for people who may not know.

I am a wreck because of medical issues, brother is mostly ignoring me which is putting me in more jeopardy.

Right now (and has been going on for awhile) I am really tired and it feels like at random I will just start hurting really bad out of no where (it happened last night) not sure if that means my Kidneys are dead or what, but that is what I am living with and can't take anymore meds because the doctors won't let me for the fact that since my kidneys don't work it would be bad cause that stuff will build up in my body.

So that is where I am at and that is the reasons why I am not online as much and commissions are slow.

Also... I may seem more clingy and prone to hugging, I get this stupid notion in my head that I don't have a lot of time left and want to be more expressive, so if it seems like I am getting more lovey it is because of that, I want to hug everyone I am close to even if the person feels weirded out by it, so if it bothers you please let me know.

That is it, thank you for reading and hopefully understanding, I wish you all the best *hugs* <3