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Update - 6-4-14 + sad things I guess
11 years ago
---MEDICAL STUFF---
Went to the eye doctors today as a follow up to last weeks appointment, they had to inject Avastin in my left eye to hopfully prevent any more bleeds and did lasers in my right eye to open a hole so it can drain properly.
Well it seems my eye pressure has been fine... because my right eye is not bothering to make moisture or something, so now I have to go back on an onitment to keep in hydrated.
Goods news is no more appointments for the rest of the month! yay x3
---SAD THINGS---
I had like $26 left in my paypal, decided to just spend it all up today at a fast food place and to get snacks at Krogers, my brother is now buying me food and drinks so I will take what I can I guess, but now I am officially and totaly broke, at least I was able to trade enough things in to be able to get Diablo III as a late birthday gift for my self in augest... I just hope SS decides to help me out or things are gonna be bleak.
And finally... I need to cancle my commissions, I have no way of paying anyone back, at all what so ever, I wish I never took those commissions, but I did not know I was gonna be down and out this long... and too be really honest I am tired of trying to bounce back... it's starting to wear thing on me, I have little fight left in me, I will still try to draw in the future maybe, but I am calling it right now, I am finished and will not punish my self with eye pains and dizzyness just to make tid bits of money to do art.
Jjust want to make sure again I am not done being an artist, I just may be not gonna force my self anymore this year or something, I will do my best to get my commissions done that I owe unless some one can help me out with dealing with them... I am really, really sorry...
Thank you for readin and sticking by me, hope I will recover at some point so I can hang with you guys in streams again, love all of you *hugs* <3
Went to the eye doctors today as a follow up to last weeks appointment, they had to inject Avastin in my left eye to hopfully prevent any more bleeds and did lasers in my right eye to open a hole so it can drain properly.
Well it seems my eye pressure has been fine... because my right eye is not bothering to make moisture or something, so now I have to go back on an onitment to keep in hydrated.
Goods news is no more appointments for the rest of the month! yay x3
---SAD THINGS---
I had like $26 left in my paypal, decided to just spend it all up today at a fast food place and to get snacks at Krogers, my brother is now buying me food and drinks so I will take what I can I guess, but now I am officially and totaly broke, at least I was able to trade enough things in to be able to get Diablo III as a late birthday gift for my self in augest... I just hope SS decides to help me out or things are gonna be bleak.
And finally... I need to cancle my commissions, I have no way of paying anyone back, at all what so ever, I wish I never took those commissions, but I did not know I was gonna be down and out this long... and too be really honest I am tired of trying to bounce back... it's starting to wear thing on me, I have little fight left in me, I will still try to draw in the future maybe, but I am calling it right now, I am finished and will not punish my self with eye pains and dizzyness just to make tid bits of money to do art.
Jjust want to make sure again I am not done being an artist, I just may be not gonna force my self anymore this year or something, I will do my best to get my commissions done that I owe unless some one can help me out with dealing with them... I am really, really sorry...
Thank you for readin and sticking by me, hope I will recover at some point so I can hang with you guys in streams again, love all of you *hugs* <3
Just hold on. It'll turn out okay in the end <3
*snuggles* <33
Hope things start getting better for you soon~!
Thank you so, so much, I am in no position to refuse so I will just thank you from the deepest part of my heart *hugs* <33
Also, check your PayPal. I know it ain't much, but I hope it can help a little. :3 *hug*
Thank you so much for the donation, I dunno what to say other then thank you <3333
Take care my friend.
Thank you so much, I appreciate it, sorry that dealing with me has been such a waste *hugs*
We're all rootin' for you, bro
Thank you
I will pray for you man and I hope that you do get your SS.
I have no problem at all. <3
I really hope you pull through soon and start to feel much better. I'm sure everyone understands your health must come first.
We should game sometime, hope you been well man.
Just picked up the 2 games for gold titles for this month on the one so I finally have spartan ops! Gonna splash out and get some other games when I come back from America to.
If you don't mind me having trouble we could try to game some time ^^;
Would love nothing more than to just sit and play games with someone awesome ^_^ and yeah I still want to play with ya! I really need more games >__<
If you really wanted to I appreciate it, just make sure you have enough for your self or if some one else could use it more then I.
damnevildog[at]gmail.com
I know that we don't know each other well enough at all to use the title friend, but my thoughts and prayers are with you.
Thank you ^.^
I'm sure if he had a choice, he'd rather be magically well tomorrow and capable of taking care of his commissioners. But since he can't, here we are.
I applaud him for being upfront with people. I'd rather an artist I commissioned say to me "I'm sick. It's going to be a few months, maybe even a year before I'm well enough to finish your work", than never address it, or vanish completely. He's going about this the entirely right way, so it's not hard to be kind about the situation, don't you think?
Love you and miss you *hugs*
You're not a horrible person, you're going through a difficult time, and you're being upfront with people about that. There's nothing wrong with that. People do it all the time... In fact, people handle this far worse than you all over the place. I've seen many artists just vanish rather than deal with their commissioners. You're being upfront, you're giving people options, even if those options are wait for either a refund or the art.
You're not horrible. Not at all. When people gave you that money you were doing okay, and now you're not. People can squeeze all they want, but they can't get art or money out of someone who can't handle either. Keeping everyone in the loop is the best way to handle it.
You're not horrible.
Not at all.
Loves! I miss you too. <3
I've been trying to get to Kimmy's streams more often, but my computer apparently hates her streams and won't work for them. :(
I hope you don't hate me or something, I am sorry if you do, I wish I could even try, but I am tired of the pain and sickness when trying to do art.
I hope you understand and yes the commissioners have been way to nice to me, more then I deserve...