I'm in a kinda of state of shock. Mabel is actually gone. It's weird having the feeling that everyone will be around but when they start to go one by one it's a scary reality.

She used to give me bowls of hand picked raspberries sat in her kitchen on cute little strawberry placemats.

I also saw my mother last night before Mabel left us and I miss her so much. The relationship is still damaged between us and I don't believe it will improve much.

At least we all got to say goodbye to Mabel.