So I'm writing this journal because I recently picked up a new master and so far I'm loving it he's the best ever. So to comply with my master tonight I must write my sexual desires and whore mode turned up to the maximum.

What I secretly wish is for me to find someone I can be dominated by I'm a big guy and very dominate over smaller people I know this and it makes me go crazy and all I want is someone to put me in my place and shove rules and other things down my throat.

I want someone who would be their for me when I need them to be someone to kinda take care of me when I can't do anything about life.

I wanna just be thrown to the crowd of men and let them do as they please to me as I just take what's given to me whether it be in front of me or behind me doesn't matter.

To just be a whore for a day would be my goal in the future to just not have to worry about myself and just take care of my masters whims and do as I'm told to.

This is for you master I hope you enjoyed it

I've also been told that I must answer questions no matter how dirty, sexual, or secretive they are.