Yeah I'm finally....Still a minor. XD
this birthday I'm guessing is gonna be like most of my birthday's.
I wake up and grave my self a bowl of cireal. then go to school. and maybe have one person out of the hundred's that know say something to me. then I'll probably get made fun of cause I'm gay and a furry. and then probably do some work to come home to nothing more then some people that at least rememdered to say a phrase that has almost no moral meaning.
Happy birthday.
There is nothing happy about my birthday. this year or the last year or even the last before that.
I mean YAY it's another reminder for me that it's been another 365 day's which don't mean aything to me. only to everyone else for some reason. all a birthday tells me is that I'm getting ever so closer to my last one.
I don't even have a party. I tried having one once. and no one showed up.
So thank you all that like to say something about it. and thank you to you all that actually might actually give a flying flip.

On the other hand.


My birthday to me can be one of the most fun day's I ever have. I remember one time I went to a skating ring. wait no that was someone else's. Ow yeah i remember once I had an Airsoft party....wait no that was someone else. Ow no that was when I went to chucky cheeses when I was yonger....wait no again that was someone elses.
Maybe it was when my grandmother came down from new york ust in time to help me celebrate. No that was my sister's birthday party.

damn...I was trying to sta positive and try and tell you all how happy I am about my birthday.
but I guess it's really not all that much of a day. nothing more then a senseless holiday in which you feel like you have power all because this is the day your sorry ass got brought to this earth.
And I want you all to know I'm not tlaking to any of you. more of a hypothetical sense. don't want anyone to get offended.

I remember my last birthday. I remember my one gift given to me by my family the gift it was a lovely gift. I got I got a tooth brush.
yeah I'll just add that to my collection of brushes.
Sorry if any of you are feeling somewhat depressed I didn't maen to do this.

Let's try and brighten thing's up.

My birthday tomorow will be the first day I will finally have my crushes phone number. YAY
I wish we could be dating. but he has a boy friend so that's kinda out of the question....for now I can only hope cause I can not literally get him out of my head. he is amazingly hot and has the most amazing personallity.

Also I'll be able to get my language learing kit. for german finally and will be able to learn it over the summer so when I go to high school I can really fuck with some people. XD
As for home I'l be able to come home from my promotion and make some finishing drawing's for my sketches. although i could do that anyday.
But I can't do one that say's happy birthday on it now can I.

if your still reading this I want to let you know I absolutly love all of you. but shhh don't tell anyone else. XD

So yeah My birthday is June 12 tomorrow or today depending on when you read this. or where you are.
And I'm gonna be a happy lovable birthday bot making other pepole happy as I suffer.
So hope you all have a nice day and I love you all. good night and good bye...for now.