Yeah, better is better so I keep looking at it as a positive. :3 I've battled depression sense I was 12 or so and never knew what it was until I was about 14 after looking into it more. I used my mom's DSM IV lol. *gives big hug back* <3 <3 Thank you!

Van thought of his name because we already have Zibouski. He figured he'd go with the theme! ^w^

Awe sounds like a cutie! i hope you feel better my anxiety gets the better of me sometimes so I hear you

He looks like him too! ^w^ Minus the white belly. ^^;; Yeah, it's a full on battle sometimes... It gets easier sometimes, but others it's hard to get up in the morning...

Awe I miss kittens sometimes so adorable! I hear you i have been wanting to talk to my doctor about going back to therapy see if maybe I can get back some control sometimes i just lose it and cry and panic randomly doesn't matter where I am

I had forgotten how big Zib and Murphy had grown sense we've had them and Calvin was my wake up call that they're not itty bitty babies anymore. :( But they're still MY babies! :3 I completely understand. I ended up going to a psychoanalyst in the end when I was having some PTSD issues from my step-father. Things that Van would do that would set them off, but he -OR I at that point - had no idea what was going on. It wasn't his fault, it was just the little things, but we've patched that all up. <3
I have battled anxiety and depression as long as I've lived in the state of California (about 10 years now) and I can normally cope with it, but recently everything has turned upside down... So THAT makes it hard.
Have you ever tried talking to a psychoanalyst? :3 They're amazing people.

My little female never grew up really she is so tiny the vet was unsure why she stayed that way, she is maybe 3 pounds total with fluff very petite little girl. We recently adoptable a larger female whom the owner claimed all these things which turned out to be lies and I ended up forking out a ton of money just to get her fixed and medicated as she had worms crawling all over her plus treating my other cat to be safe. But so is life.

No I have not, always just been pointed to a therapist as I have alot of abuse issues from the majority of my childhood. Not to mention alot of abusive relationship before my husband so I have lots of issues but my doctor said admitting I have an issue is a good start lol. Maybe Ill ask my doctor tomorrow about it?

Awwww!! She sounds so cute!!! <3 <3 <3 She maybe a dwarf? You can never tell sometimes. :3 Oh poor baby... :( I hope your girlies will be okay... It's never fun fixing someone else mistakes with an animal because they were ill-equipped or some other excuse... >.<;;

Therapists are awesome! Don't get me wrong! The only reason why I saw a psychoanalyst is because I could turn the conversation around on the therapist I had and could get out scot-free, but that was a bad thing. Psychoanalysts get in your head and shake everything up, but when the dust settles, everything starts to make more sense. I had issues of my step-father sexually assaulting me when I was 11 until I was 15. Then I took off and never went home again, so I can completely empathize with you on that... *hug* Admitting that the problem is there shows your aware and can take the next step to get that crud of your system. :)

If you'd like, yeah! I know these guys are so awesome at what they do it's almost criminal. <3

Yeah I named her Vixen cause she was alittle cuttie from beginning and very curious of everything still is! The new one isn't very cat social so she still getting use to little Vixen and at times bullies her but a quick swift squirt of the water bottle she stops and claims down. I even bought a spray from the vet that helps with anxiety for cats and social issues, is sorta helps but i think there is something deeper I probably will never know as the owner lied about her age and the fact she had a litter before I got her but I suspected once I got her home cause her nibbles were so long and she was not a "young adult" as she claimed she was. Regardless she is a sweet kitty who loves her new home and family so I could never pass her off like her old owner did. She ended up admitting she had three owners before so the cat probably has alot of separation issues which is why i couldn't just return her I hate to see what her life would be otherwise.

Honestly I was forced to see my abuser as he was a "good" friend to my step dad cause of job related ties and they never knew he had a criminal record which sucks about Canada we protect child molesters and don't post their photos publicly which I think should be allowed to protect children in the community. Was 6 till 16 before we finally moved away and I acted out cause I was still haunted and couldn't speak about it cause of the family threats he made which he showed was real against his own dog in front of me to show me he was serious. Hence my love and loyalty to animals, i couldn't believe what people do to their own pets sometimes, they trust and love you how can you turn on them so easily you know?

I'll ask my doctor i did well at therapy but they never really "helped" just made me feel alittle less weight so to speak

When are you going to post pictures of the kitten? Quit teasing.

Lol! I'll post one tonight. The only one I have of him is when we first brought him home and he was still kinda really smelly. He's much less stinky, much more of a pain in the patootie.