I remember birthday cakes with Happy Birthday Mom and Me. Of giving her a gift as I would get one and always saying "its good but it will never out do being born on your birthday, greatest gift ever" . Of her smiles and birthday dinners where family would get together around us singing and cheering. Of making jokes about the years she had her day all to herself and I would comment "hey at least you had one by yourself".
Now I will soon have my 2nd birthday by myself and I would give anything to share it with her...anything to have both our names on a cake, anything for her smiles and jokes, anything to have next to me while the family gathers around....just anything to have her back.

Yeah, it will never be the same again.