damn this is nasty to hear! hope you'll get enough food at least :)

I live in poverty, so unless the govt finally AGREES to fucking give me disability funds, it's not likely to happen.

Hint: They already refused me!

shit >.< this is really unfortunate to hear,and sadly enough too,many tother world's government are follwoing thru the same "path" :(
i can just hope you'll make it somehow :(

Holy crap! I'm getting pretty worried about you, I can't think of what you should do. *headshakes* People who never need assistance always assume the system works just fine, but often in practice, when you're forced to look at it from the inside, it's really not enough to live on. :/