so very sad...

*gives her a very big hug...

V.

It never fades trust me :( but we all have to live with the choices we make

Maybe in another universe we end up like that Old couple sitting on the porch but not in this one :(

I will always miss and love you poptart :(

I empathize with you right now; completely. You will eventually move on, and you will get over this; just takes time. You will forgive, but never forget. The pain is very real, and it is a good thing that you can feel it; use that. Allow the tears to flow and get it all out. And then start the process of moving on; because you deserve to be able to. It is a difficult thing to say that: "I deserve to be happy. I deserve to move on. I deserve a smile." Have faith, my friend. This too, shall pass.